Today I had what I think is possible te oddest dream. Granted I am very, very uhm happy with the dream-and yet distressed knowing it is near impossible to happen.

As you can see I added a picture. Of whom you ask. He is a Japanese singer by the name of Kimeru. A real bishounen if you ask me. Why did I put a picture of him here? Because he was the main focus of my dream-besides myself of course.

What the hell did I dream?--Getting to that part.



Unfortunetly I can not remember my dream exactly.  I wish I could.... Oh but I can tell you exactly how it started. Now- I am not sure If he is or any one in this dream is speaking fluent English-or if I was speaking in fluent Japanese. Was not a big part of the dream to find out.-Except it all sounded English to me...Erm, well.

I am pretty sure I was in Japan in this dream. So any. At the beginning of this dream---Kimeru and I were talking. About nothing really to important. I was obviously nervous as hell- concidering-hello Kimeru is FAMOUS and a bishounen. Not to mention I'm a fan.<3 At some part during our conversation we laid on or sides face to face, and continued talking.

Now we were like under a bridge, in the grass-To begin with.

For the most it was talking..And flirting on my part. Any way lets just say my fliring payed off.

The rest of the dream we were here there and every where. Hanging out and acing as if lovers. Hugging, kissing, touching, holding. The cute stuff.  Even though some people objected.

And unfortunetly I woke up before much more.



Did I mention this guy has one hell of a voice? He does. Take it from an expert of voices. I love voices- which is what first turns me on to some one. And I am telling you Kimeru has a hot voice!

Also during this dream I managed to pronounce his name correctly. Which when I try talking about him I tend to mispronounce and it ticks me off-because its not that hard! Grrr.

Do I have a thing for Kimeru----Yeah I do. Nice voice, hot body, very attractive, and seems to be a good guy all around.--Hell I read his blog on his official site. How do I read Japanese? I don't that would kill me sitting here trying to translate it. So I use a site translator. Booya!

I first discovered Kimeru when he played the role of Fuji Syuusuke in TeniMyu. Now-I LOVE -----L~O~V~E---Fuji Syuusuke to begin with. Is that why I like Kimeru--no.... That would be wrong. I mean I do have a thing for Aiba Hiroki too-who took over the role after Kimeru, but I do not have thing for the guy doing the role now. Aiba-Kun also has a very nice voice <3<3.

Now that I have made myself crave Kimeru as Fuji-I am going to slip off to watch some TeniMyu for the millionth time... <3<3 I got all of them memorized....Every word-every song. <3<3

So----
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~I love Kimeru~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Yayz! Here is the promised pictures of the Chibi.

Such beatiful blue eyes he has.

Hehe. His momma shaved his head again.

Silly baby! That's Sephi's hand She pushed him over and he thought it was so funny.

In the process of jumping up and down. I think he thinks he is a bunny.

Sephi's erm, chest. And a chibi who does not like the purple monkey

Standing by only holding on to his momma's pinky and his daddy trying to get him to walk to him.

Oddly happy to see teh baby doll he likes hitting on....Litterally

And again.

Mmm...Tasty baby doll finger... 0.o

A FLUFFY! (kitty) Poor Kiyu. Thats Sephi and Aki holding the two. Hopefully you can tell which is which.

A not so happy Fluffy. And a grabbby Chibi.

"Mmm Brains" Chibi-Chan thought he would eat Sephi's brains...Or at least try.

Just a semi-cute picture.

Baby doll goes up

Baby doll goes down.

He was trying so hard to get into my nightstand.

He stood up, and turned to look at his Daddy.

Chibi go "NYA!"

He did not like the kitty ears. o.o

Auntie trying to get The chibi to dance. IT WORKED TOO! O_O

Well thats all. Well their are more.
Here:
s114.photobucket.com/albums/n273/absolute_destiny/Gabe/sept08-9months

I am the one in the over sized blue sweater. and no face shots

 

Time for an update. I have not done one in a long time. This one is going to be mainly about me.

I have been suffering from edema of the ankles. Which basicly means the tissue in my ankles and all the way up to mid-calve is holding liquid, water. Meaning I am retaining water. I noticed it about two months ago. My ankles looked HUGE! No joke. Just to see, I pressed my thumb into my ankle and it held a deep impression of were I pressed for a long wile. I knew right away what it was. I went to kaasan, and she confirmed what I thought.

Kaasan almost died about four years ago thanks to the condition. Except she had it every place. Scary, ne?

I was pressed and buged and pressed into contacting the union for caregivers to get madical benefits. I did so, I was accepted.....Te coverage does not start till Augest 1st. Oh well right?

Well here are some causes of why I would have Edema.

Eating too much salt -- I don't eat any more salt than I ever have.
Sunburn -- I dont go out in the sun.
Heart failure --
Kidney disease --
Liver problems from cirrhosis --
Pregnancy -- HAHA! Yeah right.
Problems with lymph nodes, especially after mastectomy -- What the hell is mastectomy? Whatever it may be it isnt my problem.
Some medicines -- The only medicine I take, and when forced is Tylonol and thats not so often
Standing or walking a lot when the weather is warm -- Its been fairly cold out this way....

(@_@;) Gee.

Well anyway I am being covered by Primera BlueCross. or something like that.....As soon as Augest rolls around I WILL make doctors appointments and what not.

I weighed myself today...Well yesterday, and I have gained 30 lbs since the last time I weighed myself....I am seriously not happy... I am starting a diet and exercise rutine TODAY! I am also going to start playing tennis soon.  Root for me????

On to a less serious note.

I am so happy to have my room back. A year ago when I gave it up I never thought I would actually MISS it!! I missed my privacy, that I relised within the first week. But I missed my room. I have not finished decorating it yet, but I got it back. YAYNESS.

They are suppose to be comming over Monday.  Oh joy. It will be two weeks tomorrow since they moved out.

OH! Did I ever mention that, IM BLONDE!!!!  Oh yeah, and I had to cut my hair.. (-.-;) It was an accident. I tried to trim it alone and screwed up royaly. Leave it to me. But every one around her is going blonde, so I am going to dye the roots of my hair that's showing, fire-engine red with matching streaks. WoOtness. My friend Darci, is bleaching her hair and putting pink streaks into it..... She is such a copy-cat. (@_@)

Well, Kaasan is insisting on talking my ear off, so I am going to cut this short.

Ja ne

Smiling at Mommy.

Something intresting on the TV

Sitting all by myself

Camera, I see you.

Funny Face! Mommy is hiding from the camera.

Grandma has something, I want it. See mommy's hair growing from my elbow?

I was ready for my close up but moved out of frame at the last moment.

Another baby? Made of plastic?Hmmm...

Who you kidding? It was love at first glance.

Alright. Concidering you are the only one on my friends list beside Nathan-sama. I might as well give you the answers. You made your guesses.

 1>InuYasha-InuYasha
Even though I do LOVE SesshouMaru-Sama to death, InuYasha is my favorite. I had a tough one with this one. I really love the brothers and Kirara the most. I had to really give this some consideration. InuYasha is my favorite. Despites his bad-ass-ness, He tends to be really sweet and caring to everyone of his friends. Not to mention he is a total bishi.
2>Yuu Yuu Hakusho-Kurama
Total Give-in. Not only is he a total bishi. He is gentle and sweet. He tends to remain calm in almost every situation and rarely gets angry. However, when angered he is dangerous and scary. Come on, Even the great Hiei does not want to be on the recieving end when Kurama is angry!
3>Prince of Tennis-Fuji
Also a give-in. Fuji is not only really cute, he has that calm and gentle personality. When angered he also gets dangerous. He is extreamly protective of his family and friends. He also like to play pranks on his friends, which is so cute. He is known as the tensai of his tennis team. Fuji also has a sadistic side of him, wich I find absolutely cool. Another bishi. This guy is basicly me in a male-anime form! Personality wise.
4>Gundam Wing-Duo
Same reasons you like him. Not to mention he is a total bishi!
5>Sailor Moon-Michiru
Give-in again. I really don't know why I like her the most. I could go into this long story but I wont.
6>Revolutionary Girl Utena-Anthy
Another give-in. Even though I also like Touga, I like Anthy the most. She is cute and sweet, at least I think so. I totally suck at explaining why.... I just know Anthy is my favorite.
7>Chobits-Freya
I have know idea why I like Freya. I read the manga years ago. I liked Freya because of her outfits and personality.
8>Full Metal Alchemist-Roy
Bishi! Nuff said.
9>Fushigi Yuugi-Hotohori
Again another difficult decision. I like Nuriko and Hotohori the same amount. But if I had to pick it would be Hotohori.... Bishi, emperor, protective, caring. All reasons I like him..Again another manga/anime I have not watched or read in years.
10>Nana-Takumi
B-i-s-h-i. Takumi seems to be a rather passionate guy. Desipite being an idol, he does not seem to let it get to his head. After knocking up Hachiko, he took responsibility and married her, and was providing for the unborn baby in the last episode I watched. Even though he can be cruel sometimes he can be caring!
11>Get Backers-Kazuki
BISHI! Not only that he is a Feminine Bishi!! There is to much to explain for this guy. He is passionate and caring, Nuff said.
12>Yami no Matsuei-Hisoka
Another Bishi! This happens to ba a shounen-ai Manga/Anime. Thus why I like it. Hisoka has a rather stoic personality about him. At least thats what I get. He can be cruel, but it is to keep hi air-head partner in check. Even so he really cares about his partner.
13>Rurouni Kenshin-Kenshin
Can we say Bishi? If we knew Kurama was my favorite for Yuu Yuu Hakusho, this one should of been a give-in. They look alot alike. I like how he has two diffrent personalities. Not to mention how good he is with a sword.
14>Witch Hunter Robin-Robin
Give-in. I reallly dont know how to explain. But because of this certain character I was given inspiration for a manga. How can I base a manga off inspiration by one character you ask? You cant. Other things had a hand in it.
15>Gravitation-Yuki
BISHI! Nuff said.
16>Cowboy Bebop-Gren
Even though Gren is not a main character he is my favorite. He was only in two episodes before dying, wich I refuse to believe. He was mysterious and intelligent.
17>Loveless-Soubi
Nother guy from a shounen-ai! And yet another Bishi. I really havent been totally into this. I watched a little bit. Soubi stood out, so he's my fave.
18>Trigun-Wolfwood
Bishi. Even though he is a priest he is a lech and total nut. He is caring and protective.
19>Dragon Ball Z- Vegeta
I have NO Idea why I like him. Just do.
20>Ranma 1/2-Shampoo
She is just too cute. 


Do we see a common accurance in the male characters I like?